I don't really understand why but I have felt like the time has come to close my other journal and start a new one. Maybe it has to do with mom passing, maybe its something else. I just don't know. So unless something changes this is my new place.
Under the title of my journal I put a quote that I recently came across. My cats have a calming effect on me (except when Maggie is hungry :) ) I would love to be able to relax the way they do. To not (or so it seems) a worry in the world. To know that someone loves me and will take care of me.
I am going through another low point in my continuing saga of being depressed. Yeah I have a shrink and have been clinically depressed for years. I will survive. I will shuffle along until better days come my way.
I do feel that something has changed in me. I don't feel like I am the same person I was a year ago.
I will get links up in the side columns sometime.
Kathy
Tags: new journal, closing old journal, depression, mom died, cats
8 comments:
I like that quote myself. Good luck in your new home, here!
Hi Kathy, sometimes it is a good idea to make a new beginning. I am sure we will all follow you wherever you go...You do write the most interesting thing you know and we love hearing about you life and what you are doing..even if it is very little !! As you may have seen I too am going through a low patch at the moment and that thankfully is unusual for me and I really don't like it..but like you I will soon make a new beginning, Love for now Sybil XX
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I think fresh starts are good for the soul.
Missie
Yep, I think a new start is just what you needed!! I wish you the best of luck with your new journal. Love, Shelly
Kathy,
I'm here, and on alerts. I started a journal after I lost my mom, but it's quite private. She died of lung cancer barely a month after being diagnosed. Sucks horribly...and that's putting it lightly.
Hugs to you,
Nance
Kathy, death of loved ones do certainly change us, so don't let it depress you. Sometimes it lasts a very long time. Know when my husband died, my sister thought I should be glad he passed, as he was such care (really 24/7) the last months, but I was distraught for a few years. No doubt my life had so settled around his care, that I felt raw and truly lost when he was gone. Take your time, follow your own instincts, and don't let anyone tell you it is time for your grieving to be over. You know what is best for you, and I love reading your entries when you post them. Thanks for sharing. (((hugs))), LaVern
I think this is a great idea. I look forward to hearing about your journeys as you chase the wind.
Deb
i'M HERE
LYN
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